parody

disillusioned
disappointment
not in the world
but in myself
never enough for
my eyes
my mind
my life

was there a past,
ever,
when i wasn’t running from myself?
lying to myself, deceiving
everybody but
me?

i didn’t want to
live
this parody of a life
thinly veiled sadness
isn’t a life at all

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